lose, lost

Date ; Thursday, November 26, 2009
Time ; 11/26/2009 12:20:00 AM
Title ; Today abit moody!

Today leave house at 10.30am because i wake up at 10am actually i set my alarm clock 8am must wake up and get myself prepare for work but in the end i i re-set my alarm clock timing to 9am.But in the end i turn off my alarm clock and i went back to sleep again haha:) because i 4.30am then went to bed..I now every night watch this Taiwan Dramas at laptop i now currently watching Autumn's Concerto show quite nice lol i watch until drop tears haha:) although this show haven't update full episode but i manage to watch the first few episode cause i missed quite alot of the part of the show on tv i even watch Polo Boys too also from internet..Today reach airport then sit with the china guy and his friends,one of his friend ask me English word how to write because he want to learn English and his friend ask me everyday come early then i can teach him English...And i finally say that china guy have a smile face again past few weeks ago never see him with a smile on his face already i think because i told him about my problem those stuff lol...And i also don't like my family member to stop me to make new friend i really just want to be what i want and what i want to do,i just want a normal life to continue my whole life...And i even realize that my family member too strict or restrict i really can't stand this anymore.Why just can't they stop doing this to me and i also know why my younger brother want to leave this house and don't want to come back home already...Why everything i have done,make new friend,go out with friend or go to church they always want to disagree with it de why my life is like that..I know that i'm not mature enough but why my family want to turn my life other way wrong,and my life is totally different from others..My family even want to know that i got any bf anot wakao even my relationship also want to know,i know that they are worry about me later i gt relationship then i gt baby but i know what is wrong and what is right to do,don't need you all to give me advise on my relationship and mix new friendship...I ever have a秘密to have a bf without letting my dad and family know because they will disagree de,but me and my秘密boyfriend together 5months then we break up because of something and also because some people know me and him together but and even his godfather know that both of us are together....I still remember that time went he leaving Singapore i sent him off and i give him a hug and a kiss,when the 4th day he in Malaysia i sms him and i started to say break up when i sms him that i feel very sad and i cry for so many days because with him sure got memory de ma...But i don't think he want to break up with me last night both of us sms to each other and i know that he look like still care about me..He still remember that if i sleep very late then i next day sure fall sick de i really wish that i did not say break up with him..But now i think he gt new girl already ba haha:) ok i stop until here if i continue to write about both us were together i sure half way typing half way drop tears...Goodnight every reader thanks for reading my blog haha:)

Love,
Xiang Ping

Happy birthday Joanne,Victor and Wenying!:)

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