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Date ; Monday, September 28, 2009 Time ; 9/28/2009 06:53:00 PM Title ; 第八天没有的他和第九天没有的他 九月二十七日(星期日) 今天我六点十五分起身因为我要到机场八点早上,要帮我的uncle做工。。。我帮我的uncle到下午十二点多才会去帮我的爸爸做工。。今天会很累因为很早就起身聊了,我在回家路上是在巴士上睡觉因为我很累了我睡到我的家bus-stop我的爸爸叫我起来因为到家了。。。今天我很忙一次跑去厨房拿碗碟因为那些奇迹工人没有送来我就要自己去拿。今天也是第八天没有的他日子,今天没有看见他也没有看见他的朋友。。虽然没有他和他的朋友还有herman和那个throw垃圾的奇迹工人跟我说话和说笑,听说有些他的朋友要会去马来西亚我也不知道是不是。。。可是我还是想他为什么会这样呢,谁能跟我说这么办呢。。。我每天晚上都回想起那是我们在一起时候,我们一起出去,发短信给对方,讲电话,每次说笑,每天看见对方就会有笑容在脸上可是现在我们都没有这样聊了。。因为我发现到他有被女人聊了,可是我真的不想这样的可是我不可能跟被女人一起用一样的男人的吗?那个女人会跟被的女人公私一个男人呢。。每个女人都是一样的吗,他不跟我说我也知道那个女人是谁的。。。好生气哦,那个女人也是喜欢他。。他们有发短信给对方,只从他的手机不见了他就没有发端信给我还有他的手机不见是我的干妈妈和他的朋友跟我说的。。这件大事他也没跟我说我还在担心他的手机因为他手机里面有他重要的东西还有他和我还有他的朋友的照片,因为那是跟他还有他的朋友出去然后跟他一起拍照。。可是现在他的朋友借他手机勒克事他也没有发短信给我。。他这发短信给那个女人我真能这样做给自己很忙就不会一次想起那件事情了,可是每次看见他我就会有一中feeling。。。为什么会这样呢,我也想知道为什么我们的爱情变成这样子呢。。。没关系啦应该是上天安排的吧,我还年轻会还有男人要我的不拥挤着要一个男朋友。。哈哈。。好吧我写到这里了再见。。 爱<3 湘萍 九月二十八日(星期一) 今天是第九天没有他的日子,今天我没有上班因为今天我爸爸他有事情就拿今天休息。。所以我今天睡到十一点五十五分才起床,加入没有上班我就会起床很迟好想下午十二点才起床有时不知十二点起床一点起床都有。。今天都没有出去因为没有人陪我一起出去我现在很想他为什么会这样子呢。。。我现在晚上都要看‘想见你’在channel56可是在网上可以看也是哈哈:)没有什么好写我写到这里明天晚上在写吧.晚安.. 爱<3 湘萍
Date ; Saturday, September 26, 2009 Time ; 9/26/2009 09:45:00 PM Title ; 没有他的第七天! 今天是第七天没有他在我的身边,今天本来是我们的第四个月周年。四月二十六日是我们第一次在一起每个月的二十六日就是我的开兴日子了因为是我们集日在一起。我们在一起会很开兴加入我们没有在一起时就有一重感觉好像东西不见了,我跟他分手是有理由的。。。我跟他分手就开时就很伤心了我也欠没有那么伤心过,为什么呢。。。谁能告诉我为什么会这样子呢。。今天下午我的前男友的朋友跟我要照片我也不知道为什么他突然问我有没有我自己的照片,可以不可以发给他。。我就问他为什么要我的照片他就给我一个笑容在脸上,可是我没有给他我的照片。。今天我的前男友跟我说话他很久没跟我说话聊了,自从我们分手后我们就没有跟一起说话,跟一起说笑,跟一起出去真的好想念那时候。。。虽然我们是分手我还会记得我们是这么在一起还有我的1st kiss应景给他聊了。。。虽然我没有给他完全100%信任可是没关系单身也是好事,我还年轻吗?没关系的我可以的等到那个喜欢我的男生吧。。。好吧我写到这里因为明天我要起身早我现在要去睡觉聊了各位晚安。。想你们哦。。 爱<3 湘萍
Date ; Time ; 9/26/2009 02:07:00 AM Title ; Wake up at 8am but in the end i sleep back again before i went back to sleep i reset the timing at my alarm clock.I reset the timing from 8am change to 8.30am then after that i wake up again,and i look at the time already 9.15am after that auntie chris ask me to help her buy the peanut kuey then than auntie chris call me and ask me to buy 10 of the peanut kuey and 5 of the round kuey i don't know the kuey name is what haha:)...Then i carry alot of things and i also bring laptop too lol not enough hand to carry those things haha:) and i take cab down to airport lol it cost me $7.20 got 2 times i take cab to airport and it cost me $7.40.I think because of the peek-hour ba haha:)..Nothing much to say ba got to go le byebye.. Love<3 Xiang Ping
Date ; Sunday, September 20, 2009 Time ; 9/20/2009 11:17:00 PM Title ; Today woke up at 8am because i need to wake up early for morning svc,but when my alarm clock rang then i wake up.In the end i turn off my alarm clock and continue to sleep again then i had a missed call from Youjun but i did wake up and take alook on my hp see got any missed call or sms anot..And really i got a missed call and sms from Youjun haha:) then i call Youjun and meet him lol,but in the end i was late to meet him at expo foodcourt lol..I'm very sorry Youjun i was late is because my maid lol wash clothes lol,then i take cab down to expo lol..Lucky youjun wait for me at foodcourt then after that i put down my bag and i went to buy ice milo to drink,when i put down my bag then he look at me from side then hor you jun told me that he look at me from side..Then i just don't care him lol go buy ice milo,and you jun ask me why he saw me never come and say hello to me.And i say i don't know and after that you jun and i went for svc lol before i leave foodcourt then i talk to the China supervisor then after that when svc end then i walk pass the foodcourt then one of his friend talk to me but don't have the chance talk to Helman..After finish talking with his friend then before i go work i went to watch those sport car drift finish watching then i walk to the bus-stop and wait for bus 24 is like damn long wait for the bus lol haiz..And i break up with him already although we only 3 month together is ok de lol..OK byebye take care see ya.. Love, Xiang Ping
Date ; Wednesday, September 16, 2009 Time ; 9/16/2009 02:57:00 PM Title ; 14 Sept 2009(Monday) Today wake up at 8plus in the morning because my younger brother teacher call my house because he haven't reach school then i must answer the phone call for him and talk to his teacher lol.Then after that i call my younger brother hand phone and ask him where is he now.And i ask him you overslept ar then he say yea,then i ask him to take cab go school then tonight then take money from me and after that i give a phone call to his form teacher lol..Then i finish talking to his form teacher then i went to take my shower then i want to take the hair shampoo then the body shampoo from high place drop then kena my right hand.And now my right hand is injuries,auntie Chris help me to rub my hand then i told auntie Chris don't rub liao is painful.Hmm..I think i stop until here le bye bye take care Love, Xiang Ping 15 Sept 2009(Tuesday) Today went to airport very early because bought breakfast for auntie Chris,haiz my right hand so painful:( today did not saw him at work place only saw Eddie another supervisor also happy to see Eddie today too haha:) but never talk to him much at airport only talk to him when i need so plate or what lol haha:)...Then at 6pm i leave airport because my mummy coming to my house to had dinner with me then before i go meet my mom i went to see chinese doctor because my right hand get more painful haiz,when i leave airport then herman,helman and one more guy standing outside their supervisor room then herman or the another guy give me flying kiss haha then helman laugh...Actually sometime got talk to him de but in the in afew days we never talk to each other because he went to other place to work sometime he will go expo sometime he will go cargo work lol hehe:)...Eh..Nothing much to write lol but will update the blog soon when i got time,only now i miss him and my right hand is painful:( Love, Xiang Ping
Date ; Saturday, September 12, 2009 Time ; 9/12/2009 11:42:00 PM Title ; 11 Sept 2009(Friday) Today i reach airport at about 10plus in the morning because going to have breakfast together with auntie chris then chit-chat with her awhile then after that i went back to my stall actually in the morning not many people but only lunch time and around 5plus-6plus then got people lol...Then around 2pm i had my lunch with uncle xiao zhang then he lend my mp3 because he lost his phone then he got abit boring then he ask me to lend him my mp3 then i went to my stall and lend him my mp3 and he listen until battery low then after that he return me back then he never talk to me already and he change very fast when he return me my mp3..Haiz..I really want to know what happen to him lol damn it lol,then when i lend him my mp3 then he will talk to me then when i take back my mp3 then he totally change another person liao le..I really don't know what to do lol and i wrote a letter to him 2 times the first letter pass his family number to him then the 2nd letter is write about us lol...OK no mood to write liao le byebye... Love, Xiang Ping<3 12 Sept 2009(Saturday) Woke up at 6plus because my dad wake me up to tell me that he bring up the laptop and then i wake up and unplug my mp3 because last night around 11plus then i go sleep then i was charging my mp3 because battery low ma.When i reach home i had my dinner first then rest for awhile then take my shower lol,after that finish taking my shower then i went to switch on my laptop and i plug in my mp3 USB into my laptop.After plug in my mp3 USB into laptop then i go to internet to watch HongKong drama show haha:) actually is a tv show de haha:) every monday-friday 9pm show haha:)...Today the auntie came to work late she reach at 1pm then i can't go watch iron man and one more show i don't know how to spell the name is call transformers haha:) because i told auntie chris that i want to watch transformers but in the end i can't go with her because my dad today abit bad mood lol haiz...And when i finish having breakfast then he want to lend my mp3 then i lend him my mp3 lol,when i having my lunch he just nice also want to had his lunch then got one select girl saw him sitting there alone eating then after that i told her that don't sit with him because he got abit shy de haha:)...When i going home soon then i take back my mp3 from him and he suddenly change and become another person not that guy that he first time talk to me,laugh with me,joke with me and others....Haiz STRESS,HEADACHE and others lol today worry about him lol because he told me that he headache and he want to buy medicine then i told him that he going to fall sick liao le then he say ya then after that he ask me not to care about him so much then i damn angry and he told me not to care about him and he went off and then i sit down there and not happy then i sms to kok wai di and told him what happen lol and after that i finish smsing to kok wai di then he walk back to where he sit then he told me that he just joking then i told him that you ask me not to care about you de ar never mind...Then i don't talk to him lol and after not long ago he came to talk to me but he want to lend my mp3 then i don't care him then 2nd time he came and talk to me then after that i lend him my mp3 lol..Today did not went for svc as i working today actually today my off day but because the auntie came late then i must go up and help lol haiz,then i going tomorrow svc with ahli lol and i now need to go sleep liao beause need to wake up early tomorrow haha:) now i got panda eye already haiz...OK goodnight everyone see ya.. Love, Xiang Ping<3
Date ; Sunday, September 6, 2009 Time ; 9/06/2009 10:44:00 PM Title ; Today wake up at 9something then i sms to you jun ask him weather he want to meet me at food court anot,and he reply my sms and saycant wor cos i straight get in ya other times ba?sry.And i reply him that oh is ok never mind lol but in the end i also never go to food court because i was late too when i reach hall 8 then is going to be 10am already when i walk into the hall then i ask usher i need 1 seat,then usher bring me to the seat at musician side floor area the 2nd portion but don't know which row haha:)...Actually i went last night svc but because ytd was like never listen to what ps tan say because got abit not in good mood but i did not share out why i not in good mood but only jiaying and joel knows why...When svc ends then i leave the hall and walk to the bus-stop then outside was drizzling then while i'm on my way to bus-stop then saw one of the airport staff at the food court behind then went towards him and chat with him for awhile after that the supervior ask helman come out then i chat with helman for awhile after that saw another guy and also saw Eddie then finish chatting with helman then after that chat with Eddie for awhile lol...Finish talking to Eddie then i walk to the oppsite bus-stop to wait for bus 24 lol haiz...forget to ask Eddie number haha:) then i went to airport walk walk lol then i went to staff canteen...Then stay at staff canteen until 6.05pm then i leave staff canteen and went to B2 to wait for bus 24 lol after that went to nany house to had dinner lol hehe:)....Today i sms to dear but he never reply me and then when i see him and his face abit unhappy and tried too i ask him he ok anot but he also did not reply me then ok lol never mind lol..When i leave staff canteen i also give him a sms but he never reply too and i just send him an sms i ask him if i no longer work at airport will he still sms he also never reply me haiz i also don't know what he is thinking about lol....I want to let him know that how is my feeling right now and i also wish that i can share or tell something to him lol but i can't beause whenever i say something i must think twice then dare to say because i scare he will b angry,sad or even dont know what to do lol:( ok la i now need to go bed liao le beause tomorrow going to work i'm so happy i off day ytd and today lol haha:) ok goodnight everyone!:) Love, Xiang Ping Happy Birthday to Ben,Jiaying,Estella and Meipeng!:)
Date ; Saturday, September 5, 2009 Time ; 9/05/2009 11:33:00 PM Title ; Today wake up at 11something because i need to go to nanny house to help her daughter to close the powerpoint ma then i need to wake up liao lol before her mother take a nap then i cant go inside her house haha:),then i finish wash up then leave my house to go to nanny house then after that went to buy my breakfast i also got help my auntie and uncle to buy breakfast too.Finish buying food then i went home then after that i finish eating my food then i rest for awhile then went to my da ge bedroom and switch on the computer...I use computer until 1plus then i went to take my shower after finish my shower i went to change clothes and put my contact lense into eyes then i'm ready to leave house already...Then when i leave my house i sms to my godbrother because meeting him for lunch but we end up having lunch at around 3something because he was late lol he told me that he will leave his hse at 2+ then i say oh ok lol nvm then how i know that he will be late but is ok is worth to wait for him lol because he is my precious godbrother ma hehe:)...Then today i sms to dear and ask him why his face look so tired and also look unhappy and he reply me 'you saw mw meh?' then i reply to him ya i saw you went upstair,then after that he reply me back and told me that 'ya i went to smoke' then after that i reply him oh ok then when i going to leave airport then i went to Indonesia stall and the Chicken rice stall and say byebye to the uncle then he was at the chair there doing something then i dont know it court i'm unlucky or lucky to saw him at there doing thing while i say byebye to uncle an an lol then when i say byebye to uncle an an then he look at me then i want to say byebye to him then he turn his head like just dont care me lol...Then i went to svc today when the svc start i got abit moody but today svc was ok ok only lol maybe because of my mood then spoil the whole svc feeling ba because whenever i attend Sat svc i always will with a smile on my face but today is different i also dont know why..And jiaying ask me am i ok anot then i told her yes but nobody know how i feel right now and while i'm on my way home then i call to my junior his name is How Kiat then we chat until i reach home then he suddenly ask me this question 加入有一个男孩小你一岁你会不会当他的女朋友,then i told him i dont knw leh and i ask him why suddenly ask me this question then he told me nothing then i say confirm got something faster tell me then he say if one day there is this guy younger than you will you be his gf then i told him that i dont knw maybe yes maybe no then he keep quiet haha:) we chat until 11something then i go take my shower lol...Today YL Open House i got abit unhappy i also don't know why then i alone seat outside then just lucky saw Pastor Tan,Pastor Aries,Pastor Derek and Rev.Dr.Mike Conner parents walk to the noticeboard that for the 365 Prayer Meeting,then when saw Pastor Tan,Pastor Aries,Pastor Derek send Rev.Dr.Mike Conner parents off then Pastor Aries and Pastor Tan walk into the hall then i give a smile and say hello to Pastor Aries and Pastor Tan then i damn happy lol then at that time jiaying was with me lol hehe:)...I'm so happy to see Pastor Aries and Pastor Tan in personal and talk to them hehe:) and i finally saw Caylin today at YL Open House:)...Hmm that's all for today and i hope that you guys were enjoy the svc today:) and i going Sun morning svc again haha:) ok now the time is already 2.31am liao le i need to go sleep before my grandmother nag at me again haha:) goodnight everyone sweet dream love ya...Tkcare.. Love, Xiang Ping
Date ; Thursday, September 3, 2009 Time ; 9/03/2009 10:56:00 PM Title ; 31 Aug 2009(Monday) Today wake up at 11something actually i need to wake up early to go back to NLS to visit teacher's de but in the end because i delay the time cause need to wear contact lense ma then i late lol but lucky i sms to my teacher then i ask him what time he going home and he told me that 12pm they are going off liao then i say oh ok i now coming down to NLS...Then i leave my house at 11.15am then i went to the Oasis Family Clinic to get medicine for my dad then after that i took cab down to NLS lol..When i reach NLS gate outside then i saw Nigel Ong,Nigel friend and Mr Chug was walking into the school then i went into NLS school gate and went to the guardhouse to take Visitor Pass then can go visit teacher's haha:)...And i'm so happy to see all my friends,teacher's and principle in school again haha:) and when i reach NLS and i think i'm unlucky to see Gino in school lol haiz...And got one teacher told me that the school are planning for a night class then i can go back to NLS to study again haha:) i'm so happy for that when i hear this news haha:)....Then after tat finish visiting teacher's then saw how kiat,kian ping and fredy at bus-stop then just nice i also taking bus 30 to Eunos then after that how kiat ask me want to join them for lunch then i say anything lol then we head to Eunos coffeeshop and had lunch together lol..3 of them acompany me to wait for my bus to come because i head to bgps to visit my primary school teacher's ma haha:) then we waited and waited for the bus but still not here yet then finally bus 24 came then i take that bus down to bgps lol and i sms to how kiat and say thanks to acompany me to wait for the bus to come haha:) ok nothing much to update liao le..Byebye goodnight..tkcare.. Love, Xiang Ping 3 Sept 2009(Thursday) Just now around 7something i was at my auntie stall to take something after that i feel someone touch my hand then when i turn back then i saw him at the chicken rice stall talking to his friend...Then i thought not he touch my hand but i just got one feeling that the someone touch my hand is him haiz,today airport was praying then got those food that we pray finish then can chop and makan liao le then we chop liao still got left bee hoon and pork then my dad and my godmother say give to those cleaner and makan then i bring 2 box of the pork to them to eat the i thought they will leave for their dinner but in the end they ate all the pork on the spot when i give them haha:),i think they never eat before this type of Chinese roasted pig i don't know in English is it like that spell la haha...Then when i reach home had dinner together with my dad after finish having my dinner i rest for awhile then use laptop,then i went to take my shower lol because just finish makan can't go take shower is not good my grandmother told me de...Hmm...Nothing to update liao le ok goodnight tkcare Love, Xiang Ping 4 Sept 2009(Friday) Today shin kor sms me i'm so happy to see his sms because he so long never sms me liao,he sms me cause he saw my school people at his Army Open House haha:) i super like this godborther lol i wish he can be my elder brother and sayang me like younger sister lol haha:)...Then i went to get prepare for work and i put my contact lense finish then i leave my house lol,today reach airport at 12something sometime i even reach at 1pm lol because sometime not so many people ma..Then today i don't know is unlucky for me or lucky for me to see dear at work place ma,when he saw me then he just pretend don't know me or never saw me walk pass lol haiz,i damn sad lol...Hmmm..Tomorrow is Saturday liao le so fast my weekend is right here haha:) damn cool tomorrow is my off day haha:) hope tomorrow will be the better day for me ba...Hmm..Today wear the contact lense hor like bu shu fu lol cause i start to wear contact lense on 29 Aug only then must wear afew day more then wear shu fu liao then won't b bu shu fu lol haha:) ok i shall end here le now going to sleep le haha:) goodnight.. Love, Xiang Ping
Date ; Wednesday, September 2, 2009 Time ; 9/02/2009 02:54:00 PM Title ; Today i wake up at 12something because last night was chatting with my bf on the phone until 12plus in the midnight haha:) when we put down the phone then i sms dear.Dear and i sms each other until 12.38am then i went to sleep liao lol although today don't need to go work then chat with dear until so late lol but today i wake up at 7.19am to sms dear lol ask him did he sleep well and he reply me 'yup' then i went back to sleep again lol haha:) then after that one of my ITE schoolmate sms me he ask me what am i doing but i did not reply him after that when i wake up then he sms me he say to me why i nvr reply his sms and i reply him and i say i just wake up only because last night chat on the phone with dear ma chat until very late then i went to sleep lol haha:) after that he nvr sms me liao le...Actually today meeting dear but because he say never mind then i don't go meet him liao lol some more he also working today ma sure busy where got time to chat with me.....Hmm then i going to rotten at home for the whole day lol i also sms dear but dear nvr reply me back maybe he still sad because last night he ask me something but i did not answer him haiz.....And time fly so fast already the month of September already still left 24 days then is dear n i 4 month anniversary liao le,can't wait for the day to come haha:) i miss dear so much lol can't see him only during his off day then we can meet each other lol haiz..So sad:( ok i end here le bye bye Love, Xiang Ping
Date ; Tuesday, September 1, 2009 Time ; 9/01/2009 11:29:00 PM Title ; Today i not feeling well i vomited while I'm waiting for my food ready then i take a seat while I'm waiting then i feel like want to vomit but when my food is ready for me to take then i went to toilet and vomit but in the end nvr vomit out i also don't know why want to vomit but in the end can't vomit out..And my eyes red and got tears because if i vomit my eyes will turn red and got tears i also don't know why i will be like that la...Got one time i was at home then was at midnight then i feel like vomit but in the end hor i vomit out at the kitchen but not inside the toilet then i cry and i went to wake my dad up and he ask me dont cry then i went to my grandmother bedroom and wake my grandmother up then she scold me why want to vomit don't want to go to toilet and vomit then i cry again then i told my grandmother that i want to go toilet and vomit de but can't control then i vomit out lol..Today went for dinner with my grandmother and my relatives for the Hungry Ghost Month dinner when finish having dinner then me,my grandmother and my relative take bus 222 home lol reach home at 10.10pm ba if i'm not wrong..Just now dear sms me i so happy to see his sms lol hehe:) cause he so long nvr sms me already then i also dont dare to sms him because he working ma some more i also dont knw what time he finish his work haha:)...Then he reply my sms at 11somethinig lol but i now waiting for his sms because if he sms me then i can call him and chat with him on the phone ma..But he still havent sms me leh maybe he havent finish his shower ba haha or maybe he forget to sms me when he finish his shower ba..Oh ok i stop until here le byebye take care.. Love, Xiang Ping |