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Date ; Saturday, July 4, 2009 Time ; 7/04/2009 10:36:00 AM Title ; Hey guys goodmorning,i woke up at 8plus in the morning..Actually wanted to update my blog when i switch on the laptop but in the end because i do alot of things at the same time then i can't update my blog at 8plus haha=D...Last night i slept at 3am because i use laptop till 2plus in the morning,was reading Pastor Kong blog and others people blog..While i was reading Pastor Kong blog and i also chatting with Jiaying and Terence on msn..While chatting with both of them but only chat with Terence for awhile then he going to bed liao because he just reach home..Then he want to rest then after finish chatting with Terence then i continue to read Pastor Kong blog again then after awhile jiaying reply my msg on msn then stop half way then reply jiaying msg on msn..We keep chatting until she say she also going to bed then i say ok sure..Goodnight and i continue to read Pastor Kong previous blog lol,because i miss alot of his blog msg that he wrote on his blog haha=D...Then i still haven't finish reading Pastor Kong previous blog msg that he wrote..By the way around 12plus midnight he sms me while i was chatting with my gan mei then he sms me and ask me what am i doing now?And i tell my gan mei that he finally sms already,and i told my gan mei that i'm so worry about him lol..Then my gan mei ask me don't think too much i think all my gan mei or gan di right only Kok Wai di and Sharon mei(NLS) is the closer to me ba,because the rest of my gan mei and gan di never talk to them like so close..Maybe i not so close to them or they not so close to me when we chatting on msn ba,but inside my heart i still love and care about them de...Haha=D..Those who know me very well they should know,then after that he 1plus-2am he sms me again he ask me why i haven't sleep yet and i think he is unhappy last night here is the conversation: Him:What are you doing now? Me:Waiting for you sms and i was worry about you? Him:Haven't sleep ar. Me:What happen to you today why your face sad? Him:Nothing la. Me:Oh ok.. Him:I go bed first Me:Oh ok...Goodnight sweet dream and when i going to sleep i will sms you ok? Him:I already ask you don't sleep late. Me:Ya i know but i promise you that if i can't it anymore then i go sleep ok.. Him(12.55am):I just finish washing my clothes.. Me:Oh i thought u say you goo sleep first.. Him:No la.. Me:What are you doing now? Him:Smoke Me:Oh ok..What time you go sleep? Him:When i go bed then i sms you... Me:Oh ok... Him:I go sleep already Me:Oh ok..Goodnight sweet dream....Tomorrow when u wake up then you sms me ok.. And we ends our conversation till here,but in the end when i wake up this morning did not see any of his sms..He very long never give me a morning sms already,maybe he busy or wake up late then forget to sms me..Last night i also did not sms him when i going to sleep because i went to bed at 3am leh,he already ask me not to sleep late liao le.I don't dare sms him at that timing because since he already sleep then i don't disturb him sleeping lol..But when i wake up i also did not sms him,when he wake up also never sms me..I think both of our relationship don't have the relationship that previous we are,haiz..I also don't know what to do now will both of us last long in this relationship,or should i just give up on him and ask him go and find another girl that he can really trust on,believe in her and others...But if i say those words to him and what he will do next maybe continue smoke and drink alcohol or maybe he will become bad...Haiz..I also don't know what to do now leh,or just continue to be like this lol...And time flies so fast already the month of July liao,and i think i shall stop here will update tonight,when i'm free or i got the chance to use latpop then i will update my blog again..You guys out there do take care ya now because of H1N1 must take care,and last Sunday i went for morning svc with ahli and yong kang and Pastor Derek say is not H1N1 is E1R1..OK byebye take care see you guys soon...Keep in touch.. Love, Xiang Ping |