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Date ; Thursday, August 7, 2008
Time ; 8/07/2008 12:20:00 AM
Title ;

Now is 12.20am le,let me post about what just now had happen...I was using the laptop from morning till now BUT i got shut down and i switch on the power to use again at around 8plus..I ask one of my primary schoolmate to send me DERRICK HOH WEI JIAN new song to me,she send me one song that i already recevie it le but still got 12 more song to send to me in the end i cant get all 12 song because at that time i offline than after that she send me to share folder lol..Haiz..Than my da ge reach home and he saw the USB was put into the laptop,than you guys guess what happen....He told my dad within 2 days the laptop jiu let me make spoil le,i totally dont understand why all of them treat me like that lol..Whatever i does they will see me not happy de lol why my family like that de..I want to go out also still must ask their permission or must let them know where i go today..I no longer a little child le lol i'm 17 years old this year leh..Why you all cant treat me as what you guys treat my da ge as,why my da ge or younger brother go out late come back can but i cant or they go out also dont need to inform/ask permission from you guys de..Why i must ask/tell you guys where i go those stuff..I know i'm a girl but i know what i'm doing and i know which friends to mix around with and my mummy also didnt say that i cant go out..My mummy also allow me go svc and go out but she will say must be careful dont go home late those stuff and whenever i told her that Wong's family dont allow me go out or go svc those stuff she will say it's your freedom leh..Actually at first my mummy dont allow me go svc but when her sister told her that her own daughter also got go svc but she nv go baptism..And my mummy sister say i nv go for the baptism jiu ke yi liao le..But i still dont understand why Wong's family want like that treat me leh..Cant go anywhere than just now was chatting on the phone with you jun and i told him that 'I'M ALWAYS ALONE INSIDE THIS DARK ROOM',I WILL KEEP CRYING INSIDE THIS DARK ROOM ALONE nobody can help me..I also dont knw who to tell whenever i'm unhappy/sad,i really dont knw who i can talk too..If i want to find someone to talk to is always my mummy,w328 members or some n354 members to talk too..But i'm always feel that when i want to find those people to talk too but they are so busy with their work stuff i really dont knw who i can talk to or lend a listening ear...Haiz..I now really very FAN liao le..Who can tell me what to do now,i'm nowadays every night keep dreaming and keep crying..Whenever i close my eyes i will drop my tears flow downs from my eyes,i dream alot of stuff i really cant take it anymore le...Why!Who can tell me why i always feeling so down/lonely in this DARK ROOM....Haiz...I really miss my mummy whenever i went to her house and stay overnight with her i cant bear to leave her house one step lol..I really really miss her so so so much..Hey guys,must treasure this time with your family or mummy daddy ok..I will continue posting tomorrow see you guys soon..Miss you guys..Muck..Love
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